Ana's Due Date

I never thought certain dates could create such an emotional mess out of me. I'm approaching what would have been her due date again and I feel terrible inside. I feel my anxiety rising and my muscles getting tighter by the day.

April 7th... the day that represents so much of what "should have been". April 7th is the day I would have been due with Ana. I just can't get my feelings out right now... oh anxiety.