Strength...

Today was a very hard day for me. I went to visit Ana earlier today and left her a single pink rose. It was beautiful, just as I imagine my baby is. I've been having a really hard time grieving lately and a friend shared this song on my Facebook page that just had me in tears. Thank you, Tanya, I can't tell you how badly I needed to hear something like this right now. I am posting both the think for the song and the lyrics below, as I find myself asking this every day.

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=9ylnx0NA9X4#!

Plumb - Need You Now (How Many Times)

Well, everybody's got a story to tell

And everybody's got a wound to be healed

I want to believe there's beauty here

So, I guess you're tired of holding on

I can't let go, I can't move on

I want to believe there's meaning here

How many times have you heard me cry out

"God please take this"?

How many times have you given me strength to

Just keep breathing?

Oh I need you

God, I need you now.

Standing on a road I didn't plan

Wondering how I got to where I am

I'm trying to hear that still small voice

I'm trying to hear above the noise

How many times have you heard me cry out

"God please take this"?

How many times have you given me strength to

Just keep breathing?

Oh I need you

God, I need you now.

Though I walk,

Though I walk through the shadows

And I, I am so afraid

Please stay, please stay right beside me

With every single step I take

How many times have you heard me cry out?

And how many times have you given me strength?

How many times have you heard me cry out

"God please take this"?

How many times have you given me strength to

Just keep breathing?

Oh I need you

God, I need you now.

I need you now

Oh I need you

God, I need you now.

I need you now

I need you now